Its been 18 days since Ashlie passed. Seems as if it was just a couple. For some reason, I rarely cry. Just like days prior, I find myself wondering what is wrong with me? How can I bury my child and not cry? Is this "dream" state that I am living in just my mind's way of protecting me? My husband quite frequently goes into her room, I avoid it. I haven't been in there for days. I don't want to see her empty bed, for when I look in her bed, I fully expect to see her laying there... smiling at me. Yes, alas I would be awake and the dream would be over. It really was just a bad, horrible dream.
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Monday, January 24, 2011
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Remember you have a support system and its okay to lean on them. They wouldn't have it any other way. Hope your days will get better.
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